Updating my blog again peeps!
I was totally stressed out this week! A lot of activities but don't have enough rest. (well, 2 activities only actually :P).
Firstly, we had a kawad kaki competition on Wednesday for the Minggu Gerko thingy. Since I'm the commander, I wanted to start training the scouts since 2 weeks ago, but NOT even a senior stay back for scout except Swee Yean and Ka Hong.. so not supportive! And I had to stay back just because I needed to carry out my responsibility as a commander! Unlike those who have jawatan but refuse to stay although they really have nothing to do in scout!
Then on Monday, teacher came to tell Ka Hong about the kawad thingy and he ask me to lead. I just say okay because I'm ready to lead. But just around 12-15 scouts stay for kawad practice on Tuesday! So disappointing! We need to keep up to be the best Persatuan Badan Beruniform in school as WE ARE before this! After going back to class (in SAL room), My mood was still okay.. But somehow when I saw something A LITTLE irritating to me, I YELLED IN CLASS! My mood changed suddenly! My temper rose up to the max in split second! WOW! But I began to cooled down quite fast compared to last time.. Phew..
The kawad kaki competition on Wednesday was very fine and successful! (for a total of 19 scouts including me). We practiced hard in the morning, squeezed and practiced 3 formations in less than an hour! Although we made some mistakes during the competition, but I was very satisfied! :) I'm truly very grateful to those who are willing to sacrifice their time and energy to march with us. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart! :D
Secondly, me and my teammates were preparing for the My School Rocks Competition this week. So we practiced hard everyday after school for hours. We bought our costumes, thought of a theme and concept. And all we have to do is to practice and polish our steps. At first our practice was okay, but somehow when I noticed and felt that something was not right, I felt so irritated and... my mood changed... easily and in split seconds. Our audition is on this weekend (for Klang Valley) and we seriously NOT PREPARED! We still need to practice A LOT and A LOT of changes and improvements needs to be done! At first, our audition is on Sunday.. and then, Meow Yun texted me last night that our audition has been switched to Saturday! WALAOeh! SO LAST MINUTE! Although it's just a day difference but one day considered a lot to us! So.. we RUSH RUSH RUSH today, just to be FULLY PREPARED for tomorrow. At the end.. I think that we're just about 90% prepared for tomorrow... and guess what, I was so moody today! Why? HOw I know jek! I think is because audition is tomorrow.. and we're not....... haih don't feel like talking ady. Just pray hard that everything will be fine and successful tomorrow.. And I seriously believe that WE CAN DO IT! :) Just that in the process, I need to be extremely serious so that others will also be serious.. strategy ma... haha. :P
I'm not finished yet! Tons of homeworks are waiting for me! My teachers gave us a lot yesterday. (Complete up add maths chapter 5 exercises and 2 essays) Need to hand in by Monday summore! I practiced our dance today, just came back, tuition at night, tomorrow got audition. maybe will take up the whole afternoon, attending Seminar Score A+ on Sunday.. only can do it on saturday and sunday night! Summore I need to prepare for add maths and physics topical test. And summore I don't understand for add maths chapter 5. And summore I cant do my DAILY revision for Chemistry, Biology and Sejarah this weekend because they're FULLY PACKED! WHAT THE FUA! I don't even have time to take a nap in this week and don't even have enough sleep! Body aching summore! WALAO.. STOP CHOKING ME!!
Wait ah, I'm coming to an end... Yesterday, Darynn told me that she heard some teachers talking and praising about me during the kawad competition. According to her, they said that I'm very talented coz can dance, drama, have good results and summore can command and kawad. So, during dinner time, I told these to my parents lorh.. Let them know how good their son is ma.. hahaha. Then my sis said: "Talented so what? Come back home everyday also so stressful." I'm truly agree with her. Because every successful person has their own personal back ground stories that are kept hidden from others, right? I don't consider myself successful, but just okay okay la.. And I think this is why I'm so hot tempered and moody this week... Stress.
That's all for today.. a berry long post with words but without pictures.. SOLi la. Just pray that the audition for tomorrow is gonna be fine. And can pay us back for all the time, energy and efforts that we've put in. And I apologize to those who were the victims of my hot temper.
TTFN!
